Hello there,

Before I say anything, I'm not emo. I'm just not the type who is always happy with life, I understand life have ups and downs but for me, it's a complete different story. My life is very complicated [not saying others dont have a complicated life, I'm sure everyone does], there is a lot people don't know about me but they tend to judge me before actually getting to know me. Currently, I am feeling bad about an arguement that took place a while ago with my friend who means a lot to me, I think the arguement was my fault, it was about videogames. Anyhow, I'm not sure what life means to you but I know life is something I wanted to throw away a while ago, I never really understood the concept of it and never really wanted to either because come to think of it, everyone comes in this world, goes to school, gets a job, gets married, have kids, die. Thats the general cycle, it have been happening since ages. I don't see how my life is any different than that. 

So, my parents aren't really fond of me. Infact they want to give me away to my aunt or whatever since we're really close. My parents dislike me as well as my aunt and grandparents for an unknown reason. Therefore, whenever I recieve a call from them, they usually are there to know what I'm saying to them. They know I don't like them much and if I do something they know there is no way to stop me because I simply don't listen, not to them anyways. My grandparents and aunt both live away from where I live, countries literally. That's why it's hard for me communicate with them. 

I think I've written enough for today, I'll write more later if I please.

-Falimash

Hey there,

So, I just got Live journal. I'm not so sure what it is myself, I'm trying to play around and figure what it really does. I'm currently listening to a screamo song, which.. err.. someone recommanded. I love the guitaring just not the lyrics. Anyways, I'm not so sure what I'm doing on live jornal considering the fact that I'm not the "dairy" type. Although, this having a live journal sounds pretty cool so I'll try it out and see what I can do here, not that anyone cares. I never actually thought that I'd take the initiative to get livejournal. From the looks of it, I think we just talk about what we do in our lives? I'm not sure. Whatever works, I'll go along with it. So its 4:10 AM, I should go now.

-Falimash.